A Girl Like Her..

She's just one of a kiiind.~

I'm soo bored. hahah. Well, update, update, updatesss. Nothing much ever happens in my life. Ahaha. Uhm, SLAM Juniors and a few others kicked it over at the Marina last Saturday, wasn't much. It was alright, I Guess. &nothing much else happened. Ahah. Uhm, in an hour, it'll be Kathryn's birthday. Hahah. I told her I'd sing for her in a voicemail. Hopefully I could do it without waking up my parents. Then I think JC and the youth are coming over tomorrow to discuss important matters, and hopefully play with Shrinky Dinks. =DDD My Heart shrinky dink broke. =[
THEN FRIDAAAAY . I WISH IT'D HURRY UP. FREAKIN' WANT TO SEE ALL THEM FBC KIDS AGAIN. OMFREAKIN'GOSSSSSH. Special Number, here I come. Hahaha. Oh yeah, I got my school schedule last Tuesday.

1st - English 3 CP
2nd -SLAM Video Production
3rd - Pre-Calculus
4th - French 2
5th - US History Honors
6th - Chemistry

I kinda like my schedule. Hahaha. IT depends though. What kind of teachers I get. I mean, I'm cool with Mrs Farley, Mr. Hargrave, and Mr. Tobin, but the other teacherse I worry about. Haha, hopefully God will bless me with good teachers this year.

WHICH REMINDS ME. It's getting close to that time where I have to teach a section of our Tuesday night biblestudy. I'm only a teen ! hahah, I'm the only teen there, other than jacob. Everyone else are adults. I pray that he'll give me the wisdom to be able to teach His word.

OHGEEZE. I guess I'll finish with this. I'm still thinking bout Pretzel. HAHAH. Why wont you leave dang it !? Hahah. I wish I didn't have it this bad. I wish I could tell her tooooo. I'm seeing her this Friday at the Post-Camp. Ughhhh. Shyness, blushing, knowing she's out there in the crowd while I'm up on stage with the other ukulele-ists, singing, OHGEEEEZE. MLIA. Haha.

On a lighter note, I miss my bestfriend Arianna Teresing Cerbas Daoheuang. She's on lockdown thoooough ! Hurry up and get your phone privileges back ! Hahahah. My post went everywhere.

Lates.

-Salvati0n

Sleepless.

I'm tired, and yet, I can't sleep. I want to sleep, really I do. But when I lay my head on the pillow, close my eyes, and attempt to fall asleep, I fail miserably. Man, I'm so gonna fail once junior year starts. Well, in the beginning, at least. Gotta face it. My life's going to start soon. Scared, yet excited at the same time. And then there's always that doubt, though. Will I get into the college I want, will I become successful, will I find someone I could spend the rest of my life with. I feel like life's moving way too fast. I have to make the last two years of my high school career memorable.

The future scares me.

and yet, I know God is in Control.

Plans for the rest of the week.
Wednesday(Tomorrow): Wake up, get ready, walk to SL Bart station, take the 1 to school, and then classboard meeting. I doubt I'm going to play ball with the guys, I'd much rather kick it with twinny, Juna at Nubi in Bayfair. After that, gonna hit up the old neighborhood, pay Ej Salas a little visit, get the backpack, and maybe play ball there with that foo'. Then when my mom gets off work, I'll probably go home with her. Then probably chill the rest of the night, maybe record another song. Lmao.

Thursday: Nothing yet, I think. Maybe work out with Kuya Alvic. I've been itching to turn these flabs into abs. Tired of living this unhealthy lifestyle. I don't know about anything else though.

Friday: Ah, yes. TGIF. I'm gonna have to wake up early that day too. Off to church to help clean up again, I think paint too ? I don't know. Spending it with the bruh's though, while my dad and the other workers keep on renovating. Don't know what's up for after that though, biblestudy I think. Man Kamaka, we needa set up that date to practice faaast.

Saturday: For suure. SLAM Junior picnic over at the marina. 4 Guys Reunion ! Lmfao. I think we changed our name to WEEE are EEEW . Ahaha. W = William E = Eljay E=Eduardo E= Elijah. Let's goo. Got my ukulele ready. It's gon be a chill-ass day.

Sunday: Church ! Then we're going back to our building for a church clean-up. There probably wont be much to clean up, since the youth would have done alot of it friday. Then ABDC at night. Yee~ MASSIVE MONKIES, WE ARE HEROES, RHYTHM CITY .

Can't wait until next week though. Post Camp Rally, here I come. I miss everyone, oh so dearly. And I'll get to see Pretzel. LMAO. Insider between me and my best friend, Arianna Teresing Cerbas Daoheuang. Too bad she wont be able to come, her freakin' parents are making her go camping that weekend. *Sad Face*
Then the week after that, sadly, is school. Summer flew by so quickly. I think that's enough. Hopefully I'm tired enough to fall asleep now. Goodnight blogspotters, tweeters, wordpressers, myspacers, facebookers, photobucketers, flickrers, youtubers, downelinkers, friendsterers, OMGPoppers, AIMers, and all those other networking sites.

-Salvati0n

Tell Me Why

Tell Me Why Every Time I think of her:

• My heart beats faster
• It also beats slower..at the same time
• I get butterflies
• I can't stop thinking of her
• etc.

UGH. This sucks.

-Salvati0n

*Give me one Pure and Holy Passion

DUDE JUICED MUCH ! AHAHAH. I just got a call from Brian Naval and Kamaka saying that we're asked to do a special number at the Post Camp rally on our ukulele's. YEEE. ~ All for the Lord though, finally using these talents for something better than life. YES<3 And when we practice, I get to see them Vallejo kids. YESS<3 I am TOOO JUICED !

-Salvati0n

Forget it

"forget about us
forget about the bull shit
forget about the scandals
forget about the music
forget about love
forget about you
forget about me
forget about who?"

Note to self*
Forget it. Forget erything. Forget the past. It's time to move on. Stop holding back. Focus on your life. Get your priorities straight.

-Salvati0n

Sometimes I just wanna scream.

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....and yet...screaming doesn't help this pain I feel inside.

For All Time

"Lately, I've been thinking bout you.
Baby, you don't know what I'm going through.
But every time, when I look at your face,
I forget about all my problems, baby, 'cause you lighten up my days.

And whenever I'm with you, it feels so right.
So I ask you this one question, girl, "Won't you please be mine?"

'Cause I'm falling for you.
Girl you're the one I choose.
Whatever you ask, I'll do.
'Cause I care so much about you.
You're always on my mind.
I need you to be by my side.
I want you to be mine oh mine
For all time."

Honestly, is it wrong for me to feel this way? I know Christine&I just broke up, but I feel like I'm already falling for another girl. FML man. I can't stop thinking about ____. She's been on my mind, day and night. Only a few people know about it, &I want to tell her when I see her on the 21st of August, but I'm all too shy. I've been told she doesn't care for crushes &things like that. Which makes my chances so, so slim. Could this be lust? or am I in like with her. Hahaha. I think it's the second one. Ugh..I'll leave it up to God. He knows what's best for me.

____, I'm in like with you.
Hahaha(:

-Salvati0n