Always&Forever;

Happy One Year, Christine. I truly love you.<3

Once upon a time
there was this boy that was lonely
One day he finally met his one and only
She made a great impact, coming in his life
She has the potential of becoming his first wife
You see my love wont stop, it is here to stay
Like the wind in the skies coming towards our way
Making a breezy feeling that I never ever felt
And since we got together, I was holding a belt
Cause I feel like a winner when I won your heart
And this love is never ending, so we'll never break apart
And I've never seen love, until I met you
You give me real love so I wont forget you
And you know there is no one else above you
I'm tryin' to tell you that I really love you
Our love, is never ending
When you feel sad, its your heart I'm mending
And I mean it, with every single thing
Always & Forever, its never ending
Cause its a forever thing, baby
All we need is time.

Est; 062808

I Live By F8TH.

2 Corinthians 5:7 - "For we live by Faith, not by Sight"

Our sight guides us every day. If your sight wasn't leading the way, would you still know where you were, who was with you, and what you were doing?

You Most definitely would. You would have other senses until the Lord restored your sight. Those who have lost their sight have reported other senses becoming heightened over time. Think of living by faith and not by sight as a sharpening of your other senses.

Hearing lets you know the great works He has done in others' lives. Touch lets you hold your child and feel the love of our Creator. Smell lets you inhale the sweet outdoors, knowing the peace of God.

Thursday, May 21st, 2009.
So I got my shirt today. I was pretty sure it was going to come next week, but I guess it came early. Thanks Hoa&Brandon !

Model Status !

Ahaha. Yeah. I like it. It's a size medium, and it's a perfect fit. &It's soo, so comfortable. V-Necks ftw. Mommy says I'm getting skinnier. I used to be a large.

Anyways, 3 more weeks ! Let's Gooooo ! Summer's a'comin'. I'm ready. Apparently I'll be babysitting this summer, a hundred bucks every 2 weeks. Underpaid, but whatever, it's family. I wont be home the whole week, only weekends. That's kindof a bummer, but oh well. And I'll be able to see the parents on Tuesdays because of Biblestudies anyways, so yeah.

Christine and I's 11th month anniversary is coming up in 7 days. It feels like just yesterday when we first met. I could remember it clearly. It's going to be one year soon, &I want to go see her. If it's in God's will, I'll see her. God wants what's best for me, I know. I love her<3

June 28th is a sunday, so who knows how long I'll be able to talk to Christine. I have my phone anyways, soo yeah. &the day after, is Youth Camp '09 boyeee ! Let's gooo ! I can't wait. I've been waiting for this for forever. I'm so excited to find out what team I'll be on, who's team I'm on, all that jazz. It's in Santa Cruz this year too, so it wont be too long of a drive.

So it's Auntie May's birthday this Sunday. I wont be going to our church, Faith Bible Church of Alameda, or Brandon's Party. T_T Oh well. Family first, always. We'll be going to Faith Bible Church of Tri-City, which is right down the street from my house. It starts at 10, so I'm going to have to wake up pretty darn early.

I've been practicing 'She Was Mine' by Jesse Barrera and AJ Rafael on the piano. I think I've completely gotten the whole song down. Now I can play it with Ian on the guitar, while I'm on the piano, and both of us doing vocals. Hopefully he'll sing along too, no confidence in his singing voicee.

I recently got back into Maplestory to cope with Christine's absence for Drill. I'm happy for her and all, but sometimes it just gets hard, because I was really looking forward to those late night, conversations that seemed like hours at a time. At least I have things to keep myself busy. I've gotten into Basketball and football with the homeboys, or jogging on my own, babysitting cousins, kicking it with friends. Hopefully summer '09 will be crackinnnnn.

We're moving next week. We're leaving this Oakland house, and moving onto Davis street's Gateway Apartments. I want to move already. I want to get out of this house. Gateway has basketball courts, a swimming pool, gym. I'd rather be there than here.

Well, I think that's all the updates for now. Until next time, yo.

1 Thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.
I Love You
Lates~

-Salvati0n

When you're not arouuund..

I swear I'm losing sleep. I never understand. that honestly with me, is where you should be.

asdjfkl; Stupid Strawberry festival ! Haha. I wish I could be with her. I honestly wish we weren't so far. I want to go with her to all these events she goes to, but I can't. I really wish I could. I don't know. I've been feeling sad lately, i guess? I just want to be with her sooo badly. I need to be with her. The only thing I hate about the long-distance relationships are the long-distances. Why'd it have to be this long though. It's almost been a year, I need to go to her. We need to be together. I need her in my arms. >< Venting. Idon'tknow, is it making me feel betterr? I miss her. asdfjkl; I misssssss her. I really am in love. No one can tell me otherwise.

Got to be Stronger;

So Christine made her school's Drill squad. As if the distance wasn't hard enough, here comes another hurdle I must jump. I know I have to be supportive, but honestly, I think deep inside, I secretly wish that she didn't make it. But I'm glad she did. I really am. If only we weren't so far apart, this'd be so much easier. I Guess that's just the way life is. It's hard. There are no shortcuts. There is no "Re-Do". There is no "Easy" button. That's just the way it is.

So it's Monday. I had a long weekend. Friday started off with school. Same old, same old. Then I went home. Later on in the night, Fernan came to pick me up for Cassie's musical. I fell asleep on the car ride, I guess I was just tired. We watched her musical, it was called 'Once on this Island'. Its apparently a tropical twist on the Little Mermaid story. It was alright. Pretty dramatic. Then after, we went to Denny's to get something to eat. Boy was I hungered. Haha. Then we went home, and I just crashed.

Next morning, I woke up around 10. I was just being lazy in the morning. Around 1, I got ready to go to Andy's house for his birthday party. It was raining though. When I got there, our friends were already there. We played some basketball in his backyard, boy was I beasting ! HAHAHA. Then we went to go cut the cake and stuff, yadayada. &Then after, we challenged the upcoming 9th graders, since it was Andy's 8th grade sister's birthday too, to a game of football. Now THIS is where I started beasting. HAHA. Pick's everywhere, catching them long distance throws. Yee~ Then after, more basketball against the 8th graders. We Lost here though ! Haha. They're beast. Then I went to go do laundry with my mom and dad. Then went to go watch the Pacquiao fight at this house that I do not know. ROUND 2 YEEE. Knockout hatton's whiteness. Beasttt. Then I went home, and crashed again. Haha.

Sunday was church. Same old usual. Then after was my baby cousin, Ethan Luke's 1st birthday party and dedication. It was fun. More Basketball ! Haha. Dang. Athletic weekend. It was fun though. Jammed a bit with Kamaka &His ukulele. haha. Then went home, Mapled, and talked to Christine. Then Crashed at around 11 or 11:30. I'm soo tired today. Right now. I don't know. I just feel off today. But that's about it for now. Lates~

-Salvati0n