Things Change;;

I've changed.
I don't know if it's for better, or for worse;
Somehow
Some Way
I have changed.
Times change
Things change
That's just the way i t is.

iKnowHope(:

First off, apologies for the long hiatus. I recently moved into an apartment, and we had to wait awhile to get an internet connection. Then also last week, I was gone for summer camp. I'm back though, I have much to write about. That is, if whoever really reads my blog cares.

When the nations crumble
The word of the Lord will stay
Kings may rise and fall
His love will endure
Though the strong may stumble
The joy of the Lord is strength
To my soul
I will not be shaken
I will not be moved
I will not be shaken

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 *12:40 AM
What can I say? Last week, summer camp '09, was such a blessing. Pastor Danny Cortez honestly is a great speaker. I found it funny and ironic, he talked about blogging for a brief moment, how King David was the very first "blogger", and I thought to myself, "Hmm, I'm most definitely going to blog that." Ahaha. Camp most certainly was a blessing though. If only it were longer than a week.

There were only 4 sessions this year, Pastor Danny and his family had to go back home Thursday after his last message. DJ, his son, told me that they had family from somewhere visiting, so I guess that's the reason why for his quick departure.

This years camp theme was Know Hope. I truly wondered what it meant to actually "Know Hope". What is Hope anyways? Christ gives hope. Keep your eyes permanently, not temporarily, on Jesus. If I learned anything this past week, I've learned that God is still on His throne. Through it all, the good and the bad, He's still there. Allowing it to happen. Everything happens for a reason. God doesn't make mistakes, and if you're angry for the Decisions He's mad, then you have the right to be angry. Get angry at God, He can take it. But know, he still has that Agape love, His love for us is unconditional. God Loves You. We shouldn't worry about all these sins, all these wrong things we do, the main point is to Focus on God. It is then, we'll see the light. God is good, all the time, which is why He sent his only son to die on the cross at calvary for us. He didn't just die to save us, He died so that, in turn, we may live for others. If you love the person you do not know, your enemy, your neighbor, then you'll truly know what it means to love God.

I don't know about ya'll, but I think I confused myself typing that.

It's all good though. I gotta keep that fire alive somehow.
I've made a promise to stop cursing, stop joking about people, etc. Quit those bad habits. Become a good testimony for God. Let them know I'm a Christian, and I'm proud to be having that relationship with God.

Alright, I'ma cut it here. Dang, 4 years at camp already..where does the time go.

~Lates, Salvati0n

It doesn't matter where we are..

You're on my mind,
You're in my heart.
It doesn't matter where we are,
We'll be alright...
Even if we're miles apart

Yeah, I saw Highschool Musical 3 today. Downloaded it, &now it's on my ipod. Haha. I'm so f*cking addicted to it again. Lolol, how embarrassing. But what can I say? I Love these kinds of movies. With that cutesie love story. It makes me tingle. Especially the music though. It gets to me. The lyrics, the rhythm. F'reals thoough. I just hella wish I did what Troy did in the movie, 1000 miles apart, and he still goes to see Gabriella at Stanford. &she didn't know it, he came out of no where, prom night, and danced with her. That's soo sweet. I don't know. asdjflk;. All I wanna do, is be with you.<3 Lates~

-Salvati0n

Someone;;

I never wanted a woman that wanted
Me for my name or material things
See I always hope for a woman
that´s so sure, emotionally secure
With spiritual faith
A woman that I can trust with all of my secrets
And even listen to all of my issues
A woman who never judge
Me or how I was
She deals with me strictly through love

Someone who will put up with the things
Loving me can bring
But still be there to see us through
Someone who would put up
With the strange and complicated things
Cause I would do the same for her too
Someone who I can be real with
ain´t gotta be perfect
Because loving one another is all that matters
it´s not hard to explain
So believe me when I say
That I found all of that in you

All that I hope for a friendship that´s so pure
A girl I can talk to bout
whatever is on my heart
A woman that needs me
That trust and believes me
That wont take my kindness as
some kind of weakness
A woman who bares her soul who
is willing to let go
That wants me to lead her but
knows how to take control
And when I am feeling down
Cause things are going wrong
She fills me up and makes me feel strong

You are that someone who loves me
Through all my inperfections
You know my heart is filled with
nothing but good intentions
You are the one that told me
Long as we got us
Nothing matters
You are the one that sees the
joy through the pain
You are my light through the rain
Here and now
Girl I am saying it´s you
you´re my heart it´s you
Your that someone I can truly
say that I´ll never find
another love like you

Because this song is just too good to just have one portion of it. Why am I posting up these mushy-ass blogs lately? What's wrong with me? Ahah. Passion's just too raaaw for covering this song by Musiq Soulchild. It makes me think, did I find the right girl? I think so. Lates~

-Salvati0n

*Fly With Me

When a day is said and done
In the middle of the night and you're fast asleep, my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
telling myself I'm the luckiest man alive.

Love is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy, from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so deeply in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever been..


June 28th is coming soon. What should I do? What can I do? I'm stuck like a statue..


I'm at a loss of words. She's just so beautiful. Don't want to lose her now, or ever. Every single day of my life, I thank that lucky star. I thank God. Truly, truly blessed. Lates~

-Salvati0n

All Homo.

eljayyyy (9:57:35 PM): soo uhh

eljayyyy (9:57:42 PM): so when I was at eds house

eljayyyy (9:57:47 PM): we both fell asleep with eachother

eljayyyy (9:57:48 PM): no homo

LOOOOOLFREAKIN'ELJAY. AHAHAA. GG.

Sometimes I Wish..

"I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart."

Just needed a new post. Lates~

-Salvati0n