Ohh, Wassuuuuup?!

Friday, April 24th, 2009.

Edits made by request. I'm so confused, but it's good.

oooomg. Hannah Was making me feel like REALLY awkward 5th period todaay. Ahaha. It's all Freakin' Patricks fault. Haha. He did that survey I did, where you had to name 20 people off the top of your head, and then answer questions about them. SO he puts me as #20, and Hannah as #15, and then a question comes up saying "Would 15 and 20 make a good couple?" and he was like "I COULD SEE THAT" HAHA. WTH. AND THEN Hannah was like, "It's faaate ! We were meant for eachother ! " Of course, she was playing around. But I still felt uncomfortable. Ahahah. LIIIKE, Seriously. She asked me to help her today in class, so I scooted in to help. So she's like, "SCOOT CLOSER !" HAHA. AND THEN, like she stares at me. I don't like being stared at. Hahah. SO awkwaard. Awkward turtles ! :O

So I just came home from biblestudy. There wasn't any for Alameda's youth, so I went to Tri-City instead. Good devotion. Booms taught. Three C's of Christians/Conviction. Crucify, Created new, Chosen. Yeah. We chilled after biblestudy, so apparently we're going to see Cassie's play next week, most likely Friday. She said it was something like the Little Mermaid. Haha. After we chilled for abit, I went to Kuya Alvic's house. Pastor Alois, Auntie May, and the rest of the family were there. AND THE NEW BABYY !!! His name is John David. XD Daang. So white sounding. But it's cool. He's soo cute ! AND JOSIAH LIKES ME ALOT NOW. HAhaha. He kept wanting to go to me. And then and then, after here, me and kuya alvic left and went to wendy's. Haha. They don't close until midnight ! HAHA. I just got some fries though. And now I"m home, writing this blog. Christine sent me like MEGASPAM. Ahah. It's okay. I liked it(: Well that's it for now guys.

Latesss
~Salvati0n

Because Christine did it..

Finish the Sentence:

Hi, my name is: Elijah
Never in my life have I been: to see Christine. =[
The one person who can drive me nuts is: Christine ! Haha.
High school was/is: tiring.
When I’m nervous: I have no need to be nervous. I don't need to worry, God knows(:
The last time I cried was: long time ago.
If I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be: I am a guy.
My hair is: SPIKEEEY.
When I was 10: I liked a girl named Angelica. HAHA. That's right.
Last Christmas: I gave you my heart, then the very next day, you stored inside.(: WRONG LYRICS.
I should be: sleeping. Doing math. Drawing. Doing history.
When I look down I see: My feet.
The happiest recent event was: The kick-it's on Sundays
If I were a character on ‘That 70’s Show’ I’d be: HYDE FOSHO.
By this time next year: I'll be getting closer to being a senior.
My current gripe is: school
I have a hard time understanding: myself
There’s this girl I know that: I can share anything with, no matter what the topic or situation. She's always there for me.
You know I like you when: I'm loud. Hahah.
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: Christine.
Take my advice: Don't give advice. It could make things worse.
Something that I really want to buy is: a car with my drivers license, tyvm.
If you visited the place I was born: You'd think, "Damn, how'd this kid get all proper and nice?"
I plan to visit: the girl I love very soon.
If you spend the night at my house: Get ready for spaniards.HAHAH.
I’d stop my wedding if: We weren't ready.
The world could do without: Wars.
I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: lick the belly of a cockroach. THAT'S GROSS.
Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: Tomorrow morning, it shall be POPEYES.<3
Most recent thing someone else bought me: Food
My favorite blonde is: HANNAH T. !!!! =D
My favorite brunette is: I don't know any brunettes. o-o I think.
My favorite redhead is: I don’t know of any redheads..
My middle name is: Joshua
This morning I: woke up tired.
The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: Humans.
Once, at a bar: I stay Above the influence.
Last night I was: Sleeping.
There’s this guy I know who: can be a real MASTER. =]
I don’t know: what to do with myself
A better name for me would be: Confused
Tomorrow I am: GOINGTOSCHOOLAT 12. =D
Tonight I am: SNOOZING
My birthday is: really of no importance.
What I really wanted for Valentine’s Day was: a day spent with her
I can sing: crappily. People say it's good, LIES.
I like a guy named: no homo. HAHA. But I like a girl named Christine Diane Padua(:
My best friend’s name is: CURRENTLY. I have no best friend.

But the closest ones to it are Johann, Jyka, Juna, Eljay, and Ed.

Even if Romance ran out of rhyme

"And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme.
You would still have my heart until
the end of time
You're all I need, my love,
my Valentine."
-Justin Delacruz&Albert Posis

Sunday, April 19th, 2009
SO like. Yeah. I'm going to be lonely this summer. HAHA. Oh well. I can't stop Christine from going out for Drill. This makes me wish I went out for football with Andy, Eljay, and David. Oh well. Maybe next year? Aha. I doubt I could handle tackles though. I just wish I had something to do to take my mind off of it though. So I wouldn't have to be thinking about her 25/8. EHH. I just want to get my mind off it right now.

We performed again in church today. I have a sore throat. There's homework that still needs to be done, and JC and them are here. Dang. Oh well. It seems like there's alot of 'oh wells' in my life right now. Oh well. Haha. I DONT KNOW. I want to stay busy this summer. Somehow. Eh. I hope I could go out and watch her though. That'd be awesome. &Then I get to see her with all that make up and skirt ! Haha. I want to go see her. So bad. That's what i want to do soooo badly. Okay. Idk what else to write WELL. My Valentine by Albert and Shiny, I've had that song on repeat for the past 3 days. It's so addicting to me right now. As of now it's my favorite song. WELL. Lates.

-Salvati0n

Bad

"No matter where you go
I won't be very far
Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are
Cause love has no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and me"
-AJ Rafael and Jesse Barrera

Tuesday, April 14th, 2009@10:04 PM
If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life. What I'd wish for is 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year, just so I could spend more time with you.

I honestly wish I could be there for you.. You know what I'm saying? Like, I'm not there, but I'm trying my best. I can't help if you wont let me.

Whenever we're apart
it feels like a part of me is missing...
and then I remember,
you have my heart.

What I feel for you is really true. You got to know that I need you so much. When you're not around, I can't go on. Can't you see that you are the only one for me?

Talk to me, please. Honestly, it kindof hurts to know that you'll go to someone else first, before you come to me, and then later on, hesitant to even tell me about it because you think it's resolved.

*Just finished reading your privated post

I'm soo sorry. I shouldn't say things like that up there. If ever I hurt you, I'm sorry. It was unintentional. Very unintentional. I didn't mean to. I knew I would screw this up somehow. I just knew it. ><


Honestly, I feel horrible. I feel like puking. I don't know. I'm just soo so horrible.

lates. ~Salvati0n

Saturday&Sunday

Saturday, April 11th, 2009.
Saturday was cool. I woke up around 11, and took a shower. We went to church for Choir Practice. Turns out when we got there, they were still having a meeting, so I went to chill upstairs with the kids while they planned out the events of the year. 3 hours later, choir practice finally starts. We practice twice in two hours, which made me late for Derrick's party. It's okay though, I know my priorities. 5 o'clock in the afternoon, and we finally finish. I ask dad if I could go to Derrick's birthday party, and he says yeah. Went home first so I could get ready and change. Once I was ready, we left. They dropped me off at Derrick's house, and Michael, Jason H., Jamie, Crystal, Amy, Krystie, Stella, Julie H., Julie P., Judy, Marie, Kenny, Hoa, Paul, David, and Jason Bandoma were already there. Michael, Jamie, Jason, Crystal, and these two girls from SLZ were playing Monopoly in one room, while everyone else was either eating or playing Rockband. Some people left, and we start to play twister. Well, not me, everyone else. I'm not flexible. Haha. Then more people leave, and we start to play this cardgame called Murder. I don't get it. Haha. But SOMEONE kept "killing" me. Freakin' killer games. I don't know who, but still. Everytime I died, I kept messing around with Derrick's guitar. Haha. Playing the bottom 4 strings as if it were a ukulele. It still sounded good, too. SELINA CAME ! *happy face* I haven't seen her since the 3rd grade. I hecka missed her. Haha, even though we didn't talk much. I said some things, but she didn't hear. Haha. OH well. We did get to talking a little bit when everyone started walking outside so Derrick could bust open the Pucca pinata she brought for him. I was tying my shoes, and we had 'small talk' I guess. I just asked how she was doing, missed you, you sound different, yada yada, etc. Then we got started with that pinata. Haha. But I called my parents around 9, so that they can pick me up. Then I went home, said my farewells, and went home.

After I got home, JC called and asked if they could come over and play with Jayvon. So they came and we went to go rent a couple of movies. We got Bolt and Bedtime Stories. Haha. Bolt's freakin' hilarious. Then they left, I wanted to go to sleep. I went to sleep at 12:30 AM.

Sunday, April 12th, 2009.
It's Easter guys ! Happy Easter. I went to church, and we performed our Easter Cantata. It sounded great from where I was standing, since I was part of it. Haha. After we performed, a couple of the youth, and Ate Lilybeth went to the park nearby to hide eggs for the Easter egg hunt. The kids had fun. They found eggs filled with candy. Then we went back for lunch. Boy, was the food good. I didn't eat much though. After church, JC and some of the youth went to Kamaka's house for his sister's birthday. Geeze, Kamaka has a big family. Alot of them were there. The cake was delicious ! Haha. We went into Kamaka's room and played CoD: WaW before we left. I was stupid ! I kept telling myself, "Get some of that Chicken Katsu before you leave". I left without any. *sad face* Oh well. haha. We went back to my place, and we watched Bedtime Stories. My dad barbequed. I was stuffed after tonight. And then we watched Next again, since my dad didn't see it. After that, JC and them left, and now I'm here, online. I want to talk to someone, but she isn't here. Awwe. I hope she comes back before I go to sleep, I have school tomorrow. It's the long stretch now, one more quarter to go. Lates~

-Salvati0n

Baby you should let me Love you

"If I was your man, baby you'd
Never worry 'bout, what I'd do
I'd be coming home, back to you
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman, deserves good things
Fist full of diamonds, hand full of rings
Baby, you're a star
I just wanna show you, you are 
You should let me Love You"
-Mario

Friday, April 10th, 2009.
Hey ! It's Good Friday !
Mark 10:45 - For even the Son of man came not to be ministered unto,m but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many.

Yeah. So today started off alright, I guess. My mom woke me up like hecka early to tell me to watch Jayvon, since both of my parents had work today. So he stayed with me as we slept. He then woke me up around 9 because he was wide awake. I made him some Macaroni and Cheese to eat. Then we went on about our business. I started to animate more. I finally got a girl drawn, front view, side view, and back view. The only thing I have to do now is incorporate her into my animation music video. Yes ! I'm finally making progress.

Dad came home around 1 PM, and then I was free. I started watching TV, and then Christine came on. Yeah, you already know. I started talking to her. Chyeah. Haha. I seriously do love her. But that was shortlived, because dad told me to take a shower so we could leave. We left to go pick mom up from walmart, and after that we went to Auntie Delia's house. Chilled for a little, and then we left. All I really wanted to do was go home. Go figure. Haha.

We came home, I started animating again, and talking to Christine some more. I know I spent more time talking to her than animating. I barely got anything done in the animation. Haha. My bad. Oh Wells. That soon was short lived too, because Kuya Alvic called and asked me if I was going to the Good Friday service at FBC Tri-City church. Of Course I went, so I said my goodbyes, and left.

At the church, there were many people there already. Kuya Alvic, Ate Marishka, Boomboom, Cassie, Ian, Sean, Gage, Travis, Ina, Kirstiana, Dominic, and everyone else. Haha. JC and the FBC Oakland Youth came later. Pastor Alois shared the message, and it really seemed like a Good Friday. Haha. We had refreshments after, which wasn't too cool. The little kids started picking on me ! Haha. That's not fair, all of them ganged up on me. Kirstiana, Ina, Dominic, Roxanne, Matthew. Wasn't cool. Not cool at all. They were putting whip cream on me, hitting me with bottles, all that stuff. Haha. INA WAS GOING TO PUNCH ME IN THE FACE. But I let her punch me hard in the arm instead. Haha. She wanted revenge, last time I saw her, I accidentally "punched" her in the face. I did one of those slow motion punches, and while her head was turned, I stopped near her face. She turned her head though, and hit my fist. My bad. I should've moved away. Haha. It wasn't too serious though, it really wasn't that hard.

After that, we chilled outside for a little. Mandy, JC, Kamaka, and Princes were talking with someone, I couldn't see who. Turns out Mandy got saved tonight. Praise God ! Another sister in Christ. After things were said and done, we went to my house. All we really did was put on the DVD 'Next' starring Nicholas Cage, and then watch an episode of George Lopez. Once we finished, it was time for them to go, and time for me to blog. Haha. Now I'm here. I'm tired, I think I'm going to go to sleep. GOODNIGHT WORLD. Lates~

-Salvati0n

But I Can't Right Now..

"Baby you know that I miss you
I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot babygirl
And that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you
I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone"
-SouljaBoyTell'Em

Thursday, April 9th, 2009.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYATEMARIE ! Hahah. You're getting oooooold ! She still young at heart, though. It's all good in the neighborhood homiee.

Well, my day started last night. Ahah. Like always, during Spring Break. It was around 12:30AM, and I texted Ate Marie a happy birthday. She texted back this morning saying I was the first one to say that. That makes me feel special ! Haha. OF COURSE I GO ALL OUT FOR PEOPLE'S BIRTHDAYSS. Later on in the night, around 1 AM, I decided to go to sleep. I called Christine first, I was officially missing her. Haha. I told her that I love her, I miss her already, and then I started singing the chorus to 'My Everything' by Randolph Permejo and Cathy Nguyen, since 'My Everything' is our song. Then I decided to hook my ipod up to speakers, and just slept to the sound of my playlist playing.

This morning, I woke up with Jayvon telling me to get up, like everyday of this week. It gets old after awhile. Dad cooked breakfast for us, so I had to get up and go eat. I wasn't that hungry, but I ate anyways. After that, I went back into my room, turned on the computer, and decided to work on the animation. Not much is getting done. I'm getting stumped with this stupid drawing of a girl. I can't draw girls. Boohoo~ I'll keep trying though. Around 2PM, we went to the post office so dad could mail something, I don't know what it is. Then we went to the Nations nearby, and ordered a couple of burgers. We ordered 2 fries, but we didn't have enough money, so I told the lady if we could switch the order to only one order of fries. Luckily, there must have been a technical error, because we got 2 orders of fries for the price of one. JACKPOT. Hahah. Then we went home, and we ate them. Boy did I get stuffed. After that, I went back into my room and tried to work on the animation even more ! Haha. I'm getting no progress done ! Darn. Haha.

We went to go pick mom from work later, and came back home. I checked my aim buddylist, and saw that Christine was on, so I decided to talk to her. She told me that she showed her best friend Perla the Voicemail I left her.

Just kxdding (4:52:36 PM): We asked each other how we were doing & I told her that I got a voicemail in the morning that made my day.

Just kxdding (4:53:00 PM): She wanted to know what it was, so we both went over to the side

Just kxdding (4:53:23 PM): & she started tearing up when she heard it

Just kxdding (4:54:07 PM): She said you were really sweet, and that we were cute together.

Just kxdding (4:54:14 PM): Then I met up with her again at lunch

Just kxdding (4:54:51 PM): & she's like, "Gosh, Chrisitnee. That voicemail made my day, and he isn't even my boyfriend! hahah. I'm so jealous of you and your relationshiiip."

Just kxdding (5:04:02 PM): When Perla and I went our separate ways at lunch, I started thinking, "..Awwe. Jealousy..? Perla's jealous? Hmm.. yeah, now that I really think about it, I think what I have with EJ is special. &to others, it could be something to be jealous about - which makes it even more special because it's that good... Awwe, I love him."

Haha. After that, I had to go take a shower, we were going out to dinner. So we said our goodbyes, and I went to get ready. When we left, we were thinking of a place to go. Turns out we were going to eat chinese tonight. We went to this restaurant called China Palace at the Greenhouse plaza. Their food is so yummy ! Haha. I swear, I'm bloated still, and we ate 3 hours ago. After we got home, I ate my fortune cookie, and got this fortune that said 'The heart that loves is always young'. I liked it. Haha. I love how I'm in a photography class, I took a picture of the fortune being held by a panda doll.
and now here I am, still trying to animate. Well, this is it for today. Lates guys~

-Salvati0n