Wednesday, June 17, 2009

It doesn't matter where we are..

You're on my mind,
You're in my heart.
It doesn't matter where we are,
We'll be alright...
Even if we're miles apart


Yeah, I saw Highschool Musical 3 today. Downloaded it, &now it's on my ipod. Haha. I'm so f*cking addicted to it again. Lolol, how embarrassing. But what can I say? I Love these kinds of movies. With that cutesie love story. It makes me tingle. Especially the music though. It gets to me. The lyrics, the rhythm. F'reals thoough. I just hella wish I did what Troy did in the movie, 1000 miles apart, and he still goes to see Gabriella at Stanford. &she didn't know it, he came out of no where, prom night, and danced with her. That's soo sweet. I don't know. asdjflk;. All I wanna do, is be with you.<3 Lates~

-Salvati0n

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Someone;;

I never wanted a woman that wanted
Me for my name or material things
See I always hope for a woman
that´s so sure, emotionally secure
With spiritual faith
A woman that I can trust with all of my secrets
And even listen to all of my issues
A woman who never judge
Me or how I was
She deals with me strictly through love

Someone who will put up with the things
Loving me can bring
But still be there to see us through
Someone who would put up
With the strange and complicated things
Cause I would do the same for her too
Someone who I can be real with
ain´t gotta be perfect
Because loving one another is all that matters
it´s not hard to explain
So believe me when I say
That I found all of that in you

All that I hope for a friendship that´s so pure
A girl I can talk to bout
whatever is on my heart
A woman that needs me
That trust and believes me
That wont take my kindness as
some kind of weakness
A woman who bares her soul who
is willing to let go
That wants me to lead her but
knows how to take control
And when I am feeling down
Cause things are going wrong
She fills me up and makes me feel strong

You are that someone who loves me
Through all my inperfections
You know my heart is filled with
nothing but good intentions
You are the one that told me
Long as we got us
Nothing matters
You are the one that sees the
joy through the pain
You are my light through the rain
Here and now
Girl I am saying it´s you
you´re my heart it´s you
Your that someone I can truly
say that I´ll never find
another love like you

Because this song is just too good to just have one portion of it. Why am I posting up these mushy-ass blogs lately? What's wrong with me? Ahah. Passion's just too raaaw for covering this song by Musiq Soulchild. It makes me think, did I find the right girl? I think so. Lates~

-Salvati0n

Sunday, June 14, 2009

*Fly With Me

When a day is said and done
In the middle of the night and you're fast asleep, my love.
Stay awake looking at your beauty,
telling myself I'm the luckiest man alive.

Love is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy, from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so deeply in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever been..


June 28th is coming soon. What should I do? What can I do? I'm stuck like a statue..


I'm at a loss of words. She's just so beautiful. Don't want to lose her now, or ever. Every single day of my life, I thank that lucky star. I thank God. Truly, truly blessed. Lates~

-Salvati0n

Thursday, June 11, 2009

All Homo.

eljayyyy (9:57:35 PM): soo uhh
eljayyyy (9:57:42 PM): so when I was at eds house
eljayyyy (9:57:47 PM): we both fell asleep with eachother
eljayyyy (9:57:48 PM): no homo

LOOOOOLFREAKIN'ELJAY. AHAHAA. GG.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Sometimes I Wish..

"I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart."

Just needed a new post. Lates~
-Salvati0n

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Always&Forever;

Happy One Year, Christine. I truly love you.<3

Once upon a time
there was this boy that was lonely
One day he finally met his one and only
She made a great impact, coming in his life
She has the potential of becoming his first wife
You see my love wont stop, it is here to stay
Like the wind in the skies coming towards our way
Making a breezy feeling that I never ever felt
And since we got together, I was holding a belt
Cause I feel like a winner when I won your heart
And this love is never ending, so we'll never break apart
And I've never seen love, until I met you
You give me real love so I wont forget you
And you know there is no one else above you
I'm tryin' to tell you that I really love you
Our love, is never ending
When you feel sad, its your heart I'm mending
And I mean it, with every single thing
Always & Forever, its never ending
Cause its a forever thing, baby
All we need is time.


Est; 062808

Thursday, May 21, 2009

I Live By F8TH.

2 Corinthians 5:7 - "For we live by Faith, not by Sight"

Our sight guides us every day. If your sight wasn't leading the way, would you still know where you were, who was with you, and what you were doing?

You Most definitely would. You would have other senses until the Lord restored your sight. Those who have lost their sight have reported other senses becoming heightened over time. Think of living by faith and not by sight as a sharpening of your other senses.

Hearing lets you know the great works He has done in others' lives. Touch lets you hold your child and feel the love of our Creator. Smell lets you inhale the sweet outdoors, knowing the peace of God.

Thursday, May 21st, 2009.
So I got my shirt today. I was pretty sure it was going to come next week, but I guess it came early. Thanks Hoa&Brandon !

Model Status !
Ahaha. Yeah. I like it. It's a size medium, and it's a perfect fit. &It's soo, so comfortable. V-Necks ftw. Mommy says I'm getting skinnier. I used to be a large.

Anyways, 3 more weeks ! Let's Gooooo ! Summer's a'comin'. I'm ready. Apparently I'll be babysitting this summer, a hundred bucks every 2 weeks. Underpaid, but whatever, it's family. I wont be home the whole week, only weekends. That's kindof a bummer, but oh well. And I'll be able to see the parents on Tuesdays because of Biblestudies anyways, so yeah.

Christine and I's 11th month anniversary is coming up in 7 days. It feels like just yesterday when we first met. I could remember it clearly. It's going to be one year soon, &I want to go see her. If it's in God's will, I'll see her. God wants what's best for me, I know. I love her<3

June 28th is a sunday, so who knows how long I'll be able to talk to Christine. I have my phone anyways, soo yeah. &the day after, is Youth Camp '09 boyeee ! Let's gooo ! I can't wait. I've been waiting for this for forever. I'm so excited to find out what team I'll be on, who's team I'm on, all that jazz. It's in Santa Cruz this year too, so it wont be too long of a drive.

So it's Auntie May's birthday this Sunday. I wont be going to our church, Faith Bible Church of Alameda, or Brandon's Party. T_T Oh well. Family first, always. We'll be going to Faith Bible Church of Tri-City, which is right down the street from my house. It starts at 10, so I'm going to have to wake up pretty darn early.

I've been practicing 'She Was Mine' by Jesse Barrera and AJ Rafael on the piano. I think I've completely gotten the whole song down. Now I can play it with Ian on the guitar, while I'm on the piano, and both of us doing vocals. Hopefully he'll sing along too, no confidence in his singing voicee.

I recently got back into Maplestory to cope with Christine's absence for Drill. I'm happy for her and all, but sometimes it just gets hard, because I was really looking forward to those late night, conversations that seemed like hours at a time. At least I have things to keep myself busy. I've gotten into Basketball and football with the homeboys, or jogging on my own, babysitting cousins, kicking it with friends. Hopefully summer '09 will be crackinnnnn.

We're moving next week. We're leaving this Oakland house, and moving onto Davis street's Gateway Apartments. I want to move already. I want to get out of this house. Gateway has basketball courts, a swimming pool, gym. I'd rather be there than here.

Well, I think that's all the updates for now. Until next time, yo.
1 Thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.
I Love You
Lates~
-Salvati0n