Always&Forever;

Happy One Year, Christine. I truly love you.<3

Once upon a time
there was this boy that was lonely
One day he finally met his one and only
She made a great impact, coming in his life
She has the potential of becoming his first wife
You see my love wont stop, it is here to stay
Like the wind in the skies coming towards our way
Making a breezy feeling that I never ever felt
And since we got together, I was holding a belt
Cause I feel like a winner when I won your heart
And this love is never ending, so we'll never break apart
And I've never seen love, until I met you
You give me real love so I wont forget you
And you know there is no one else above you
I'm tryin' to tell you that I really love you
Our love, is never ending
When you feel sad, its your heart I'm mending
And I mean it, with every single thing
Always & Forever, its never ending
Cause its a forever thing, baby
All we need is time.

Est; 062808

I Live By F8TH.

2 Corinthians 5:7 - "For we live by Faith, not by Sight"

Our sight guides us every day. If your sight wasn't leading the way, would you still know where you were, who was with you, and what you were doing?

You Most definitely would. You would have other senses until the Lord restored your sight. Those who have lost their sight have reported other senses becoming heightened over time. Think of living by faith and not by sight as a sharpening of your other senses.

Hearing lets you know the great works He has done in others' lives. Touch lets you hold your child and feel the love of our Creator. Smell lets you inhale the sweet outdoors, knowing the peace of God.

Thursday, May 21st, 2009.
So I got my shirt today. I was pretty sure it was going to come next week, but I guess it came early. Thanks Hoa&Brandon !

Model Status !

Ahaha. Yeah. I like it. It's a size medium, and it's a perfect fit. &It's soo, so comfortable. V-Necks ftw. Mommy says I'm getting skinnier. I used to be a large.

Anyways, 3 more weeks ! Let's Gooooo ! Summer's a'comin'. I'm ready. Apparently I'll be babysitting this summer, a hundred bucks every 2 weeks. Underpaid, but whatever, it's family. I wont be home the whole week, only weekends. That's kindof a bummer, but oh well. And I'll be able to see the parents on Tuesdays because of Biblestudies anyways, so yeah.

Christine and I's 11th month anniversary is coming up in 7 days. It feels like just yesterday when we first met. I could remember it clearly. It's going to be one year soon, &I want to go see her. If it's in God's will, I'll see her. God wants what's best for me, I know. I love her<3

June 28th is a sunday, so who knows how long I'll be able to talk to Christine. I have my phone anyways, soo yeah. &the day after, is Youth Camp '09 boyeee ! Let's gooo ! I can't wait. I've been waiting for this for forever. I'm so excited to find out what team I'll be on, who's team I'm on, all that jazz. It's in Santa Cruz this year too, so it wont be too long of a drive.

So it's Auntie May's birthday this Sunday. I wont be going to our church, Faith Bible Church of Alameda, or Brandon's Party. T_T Oh well. Family first, always. We'll be going to Faith Bible Church of Tri-City, which is right down the street from my house. It starts at 10, so I'm going to have to wake up pretty darn early.

I've been practicing 'She Was Mine' by Jesse Barrera and AJ Rafael on the piano. I think I've completely gotten the whole song down. Now I can play it with Ian on the guitar, while I'm on the piano, and both of us doing vocals. Hopefully he'll sing along too, no confidence in his singing voicee.

I recently got back into Maplestory to cope with Christine's absence for Drill. I'm happy for her and all, but sometimes it just gets hard, because I was really looking forward to those late night, conversations that seemed like hours at a time. At least I have things to keep myself busy. I've gotten into Basketball and football with the homeboys, or jogging on my own, babysitting cousins, kicking it with friends. Hopefully summer '09 will be crackinnnnn.

We're moving next week. We're leaving this Oakland house, and moving onto Davis street's Gateway Apartments. I want to move already. I want to get out of this house. Gateway has basketball courts, a swimming pool, gym. I'd rather be there than here.

Well, I think that's all the updates for now. Until next time, yo.

1 Thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.
I Love You
Lates~

-Salvati0n

When you're not arouuund..

I swear I'm losing sleep. I never understand. that honestly with me, is where you should be.

asdjfkl; Stupid Strawberry festival ! Haha. I wish I could be with her. I honestly wish we weren't so far. I want to go with her to all these events she goes to, but I can't. I really wish I could. I don't know. I've been feeling sad lately, i guess? I just want to be with her sooo badly. I need to be with her. The only thing I hate about the long-distance relationships are the long-distances. Why'd it have to be this long though. It's almost been a year, I need to go to her. We need to be together. I need her in my arms. >< Venting. Idon'tknow, is it making me feel betterr? I miss her. asdfjkl; I misssssss her. I really am in love. No one can tell me otherwise.

Got to be Stronger;

So Christine made her school's Drill squad. As if the distance wasn't hard enough, here comes another hurdle I must jump. I know I have to be supportive, but honestly, I think deep inside, I secretly wish that she didn't make it. But I'm glad she did. I really am. If only we weren't so far apart, this'd be so much easier. I Guess that's just the way life is. It's hard. There are no shortcuts. There is no "Re-Do". There is no "Easy" button. That's just the way it is.

So it's Monday. I had a long weekend. Friday started off with school. Same old, same old. Then I went home. Later on in the night, Fernan came to pick me up for Cassie's musical. I fell asleep on the car ride, I guess I was just tired. We watched her musical, it was called 'Once on this Island'. Its apparently a tropical twist on the Little Mermaid story. It was alright. Pretty dramatic. Then after, we went to Denny's to get something to eat. Boy was I hungered. Haha. Then we went home, and I just crashed.

Next morning, I woke up around 10. I was just being lazy in the morning. Around 1, I got ready to go to Andy's house for his birthday party. It was raining though. When I got there, our friends were already there. We played some basketball in his backyard, boy was I beasting ! HAHAHA. Then we went to go cut the cake and stuff, yadayada. &Then after, we challenged the upcoming 9th graders, since it was Andy's 8th grade sister's birthday too, to a game of football. Now THIS is where I started beasting. HAHA. Pick's everywhere, catching them long distance throws. Yee~ Then after, more basketball against the 8th graders. We Lost here though ! Haha. They're beast. Then I went to go do laundry with my mom and dad. Then went to go watch the Pacquiao fight at this house that I do not know. ROUND 2 YEEE. Knockout hatton's whiteness. Beasttt. Then I went home, and crashed again. Haha.

Sunday was church. Same old usual. Then after was my baby cousin, Ethan Luke's 1st birthday party and dedication. It was fun. More Basketball ! Haha. Dang. Athletic weekend. It was fun though. Jammed a bit with Kamaka &His ukulele. haha. Then went home, Mapled, and talked to Christine. Then Crashed at around 11 or 11:30. I'm soo tired today. Right now. I don't know. I just feel off today. But that's about it for now. Lates~

-Salvati0n

Ohh, Wassuuuuup?!

Friday, April 24th, 2009.

Edits made by request. I'm so confused, but it's good.

oooomg. Hannah Was making me feel like REALLY awkward 5th period todaay. Ahaha. It's all Freakin' Patricks fault. Haha. He did that survey I did, where you had to name 20 people off the top of your head, and then answer questions about them. SO he puts me as #20, and Hannah as #15, and then a question comes up saying "Would 15 and 20 make a good couple?" and he was like "I COULD SEE THAT" HAHA. WTH. AND THEN Hannah was like, "It's faaate ! We were meant for eachother ! " Of course, she was playing around. But I still felt uncomfortable. Ahahah. LIIIKE, Seriously. She asked me to help her today in class, so I scooted in to help. So she's like, "SCOOT CLOSER !" HAHA. AND THEN, like she stares at me. I don't like being stared at. Hahah. SO awkwaard. Awkward turtles ! :O

So I just came home from biblestudy. There wasn't any for Alameda's youth, so I went to Tri-City instead. Good devotion. Booms taught. Three C's of Christians/Conviction. Crucify, Created new, Chosen. Yeah. We chilled after biblestudy, so apparently we're going to see Cassie's play next week, most likely Friday. She said it was something like the Little Mermaid. Haha. After we chilled for abit, I went to Kuya Alvic's house. Pastor Alois, Auntie May, and the rest of the family were there. AND THE NEW BABYY !!! His name is John David. XD Daang. So white sounding. But it's cool. He's soo cute ! AND JOSIAH LIKES ME ALOT NOW. HAhaha. He kept wanting to go to me. And then and then, after here, me and kuya alvic left and went to wendy's. Haha. They don't close until midnight ! HAHA. I just got some fries though. And now I"m home, writing this blog. Christine sent me like MEGASPAM. Ahah. It's okay. I liked it(: Well that's it for now guys.

Latesss
~Salvati0n

Because Christine did it..

Finish the Sentence:

Hi, my name is: Elijah
Never in my life have I been: to see Christine. =[
The one person who can drive me nuts is: Christine ! Haha.
High school was/is: tiring.
When I’m nervous: I have no need to be nervous. I don't need to worry, God knows(:
The last time I cried was: long time ago.
If I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be: I am a guy.
My hair is: SPIKEEEY.
When I was 10: I liked a girl named Angelica. HAHA. That's right.
Last Christmas: I gave you my heart, then the very next day, you stored inside.(: WRONG LYRICS.
I should be: sleeping. Doing math. Drawing. Doing history.
When I look down I see: My feet.
The happiest recent event was: The kick-it's on Sundays
If I were a character on ‘That 70’s Show’ I’d be: HYDE FOSHO.
By this time next year: I'll be getting closer to being a senior.
My current gripe is: school
I have a hard time understanding: myself
There’s this girl I know that: I can share anything with, no matter what the topic or situation. She's always there for me.
You know I like you when: I'm loud. Hahah.
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: Christine.
Take my advice: Don't give advice. It could make things worse.
Something that I really want to buy is: a car with my drivers license, tyvm.
If you visited the place I was born: You'd think, "Damn, how'd this kid get all proper and nice?"
I plan to visit: the girl I love very soon.
If you spend the night at my house: Get ready for spaniards.HAHAH.
I’d stop my wedding if: We weren't ready.
The world could do without: Wars.
I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: lick the belly of a cockroach. THAT'S GROSS.
Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: Tomorrow morning, it shall be POPEYES.<3
Most recent thing someone else bought me: Food
My favorite blonde is: HANNAH T. !!!! =D
My favorite brunette is: I don't know any brunettes. o-o I think.
My favorite redhead is: I don’t know of any redheads..
My middle name is: Joshua
This morning I: woke up tired.
The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: Humans.
Once, at a bar: I stay Above the influence.
Last night I was: Sleeping.
There’s this guy I know who: can be a real MASTER. =]
I don’t know: what to do with myself
A better name for me would be: Confused
Tomorrow I am: GOINGTOSCHOOLAT 12. =D
Tonight I am: SNOOZING
My birthday is: really of no importance.
What I really wanted for Valentine’s Day was: a day spent with her
I can sing: crappily. People say it's good, LIES.
I like a guy named: no homo. HAHA. But I like a girl named Christine Diane Padua(:
My best friend’s name is: CURRENTLY. I have no best friend.

But the closest ones to it are Johann, Jyka, Juna, Eljay, and Ed.

Even if Romance ran out of rhyme

"And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme.
You would still have my heart until
the end of time
You're all I need, my love,
my Valentine."
-Justin Delacruz&Albert Posis

Sunday, April 19th, 2009
SO like. Yeah. I'm going to be lonely this summer. HAHA. Oh well. I can't stop Christine from going out for Drill. This makes me wish I went out for football with Andy, Eljay, and David. Oh well. Maybe next year? Aha. I doubt I could handle tackles though. I just wish I had something to do to take my mind off of it though. So I wouldn't have to be thinking about her 25/8. EHH. I just want to get my mind off it right now.

We performed again in church today. I have a sore throat. There's homework that still needs to be done, and JC and them are here. Dang. Oh well. It seems like there's alot of 'oh wells' in my life right now. Oh well. Haha. I DONT KNOW. I want to stay busy this summer. Somehow. Eh. I hope I could go out and watch her though. That'd be awesome. &Then I get to see her with all that make up and skirt ! Haha. I want to go see her. So bad. That's what i want to do soooo badly. Okay. Idk what else to write WELL. My Valentine by Albert and Shiny, I've had that song on repeat for the past 3 days. It's so addicting to me right now. As of now it's my favorite song. WELL. Lates.

-Salvati0n