Thursday, September 11, 2008

Forever;




For those of you who don't know yet, I'm Elijah Lingad. Preferably EJ, Please. I am 14 years old, turning 15 this October. What's HARD to believe, is that my current relationship status is Taken. j Yeah. it is what it is. I am taken by the wonderful Christine Padua. It's hard to believe that someone like her, fell for someone like me. I Love Her Soo Much. So Very much, Even I don't know how much is "Very Much". All I know is that my love for her is deep, and that I never knew someone out there could have a heart like hers that could ever match mines so perfectly. I consider her my perfect match, my soul mate, and my bestfriend. She's got everything. You name it, she'll most likely have it. What I've already found out is that she is Christian, Filipino, only 2 months younger than I am, and Loves God as much as I do. And Did I mention she's beautiful? Of Course you see that from that picture. We have so much in common, it's amazing. We're both Christian, we're both Filipino, we're both Fourteen turning 15, we both love music, we both have been smiling alot lately, we both like anime/manga, we both sing(Although she denies her great voice), etc. It's just too long to list. So, she's my first girlfriend ever, I want to keep it that way. I Want her to be my first and my last. But I feel wrong to think that way, all I'm saying is "I Want this, I want That". I've got to stop saying "I want", and start letting God take control. If we're meant to be together, then it's God's will for us to be together. We live far apart, which makes it kind of hard to make this relationship last forever. I've also learned that living far apart will only make this relationship stronger. I believe that theory. What I've also learned from two of my very good friends, TJ and Johann, is that we'll be together in God's Time. Exactly. In GOD'S Time. Which means He'll know when it's the right time for us to be together. Still, I have this urge to be with her for forever. FOREVER. I never want to break up with her. I'm Truely, Madly, Deeply in love with her. She's the lace to my kicks, she's the patrick to my spongebob, and she's the ink in my pen. I Honestly can't imagine myself with anyone else. On this subject of "Honesty", Honestly, I imagine me and her being together for a long while. I imagine Christine and I, together. It doesn't matter where, as long as we're together. While we're together, I imagine us having fun, and just having that great time couples usually have together. The most common image for me is bringing her on that perfect date of hers. It starts out with us having lunch, it doesn't matter where, just as long as we're eating and talking with eachother. After that, I plan on taking her to see a movie, even though it's the middle of the day. It'll be whatever movie she wants to watch, it wouldn't matter to me anyways. We're together, and I'm paying. c[: Even if she insists on halfing with me, I'll still pay the whole thing. Anyways, we'd be sitting in the movie theater, watching the movie. When I feel the time is right, I'd put my arm around her, and knowing her, she'd lean her head onto my shoulder. And if she'd allow me to, I'd use my finger, tilt her chin up, gaze into her gorgeous eyes for awhile, go in about 90%, and see if she'll complete the other 10%. So then, after the movies, it'd probably be getting darker. I'd bring her to the beach and just walk and talk. Then find this perfect place to watch the sunset. Sounds perfect, doesn't it? I Just hope I could actually pull at least half of what was said. Oh, I Forgot to tell you some important details. We met on Monday, June 23rd, 2008. We talked that night, and I instantly knew I liked her. I've never met someone like her before. Someone who seemed soo perfect. We continued to talk and talk, that it seemed like we were talking for hours at a time. And that's exactly what we did. <3>

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